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Wednesday, August 28th, 2002

Time:3:25 pm.
Is it just me, or does penis origami strike you as an decidely odd concept?

Perhaps we should all buy tickets to the show.
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Wednesday, August 21st, 2002

Time:10:34 pm.
in 3 months i'll be 17 and shawna says she's going to loose her virginity when she graduates in june and i always said i would wait until i was in love but what're the chances of that and everytime it's late at night and we're talking shawna and i decide to go out and throw it all in the wind and get laid and fool around because when i came back from italy my 14 year-old-friend was exactly the same age i was when i got my first kiss and she got her first kiss while i was gone and then got ate-out a few hours later and when i was 14 i got mad at the guy for touching my ass and

this friend she said it was wonderful and i'm not prepared for a child yet so in theory i shouldn't have sex

but i've got this body and the summer is so sensual it seeps in the sides of my decisions

and at night, in the passenger seat of jeremy's car while he drives so fast i know i'll die any minute and the wind is blowing in the window and i'm trembling i think i should tell him to park

but i don't and in the morning i'm glad.
because it's 3 months before i'll be seventeen.
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Friday, August 16th, 2002

Time:11:04 pm.
Does anyone have about $1500 saved up?
If so, please come with me to Britan in October.
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Wednesday, May 29th, 2002

Time:6:00 pm.
i was just suddenly seized by the intense urge to undelete this journal and make an entry just to see what would happen.

So far, I have not been struck by lightening.

the intense urge towards posting has disapated.

I leave you now.

-Zee, the monkey formerly known as Mel
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Tuesday, March 5th, 2002

Time:1:14 pm.

HAPPY BIRTDAY CAROLYN!



*does a little birthday dance with bert and max*
I have your present, but you'll have to come visit me so i can give it to you!
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Monday, March 4th, 2002

Time:8:50 pm.
I am going to stand up and admit that i wrote something

http://www.nbtsc.org/wiki/DancingOnTheMoon

even if i'm not sure about that pigeon shit window and the name liam and if it's all sort of soap operaish crap

in fact i think it IS soap operish crap. but it was fun to write.
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Time:2:09 pm.
GIGANTIC STICKY HIGGLEWHUMPS









no. i do NOT have better things to do.
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Subject:as mel sings marcy playground songs
Time:1:39 pm.
Oo I saw stars falling all around her head
Red, gold, and blue
Sherry Fraser where are you
'Cause I saw starts falling all around your head....


1.there are no more rice crackers
2.there are no more rice crackers
3.there are no more rice crackers
4.the monkeys in the trees are singing frank sinatra and
5.i didn't get to kiss jessica
6.i'm reading johnny tremain for the zillionth time
7.johnny tremain is one of the best books ever
8.walk two moons makes me almost cry
9.only two books in the whole world, ok 3, have made me do that and
10.i'm NOT SICK! so why am i still in front of this damn screen
11.i will not eat this entire package of frozen vegetarian bacon
12.i will not eat this entire package of frozen vegetarian bacon
14.i will not eat this entire package of frozen vegetarian bacon
15.i will not eat so much as to turn into a gigantic human blimp and explode even if
16.that would be an interesting way to go
17.i will shut up
18.i will shut up
19.i will shut up
20.i will go read trashy novels so my mind doesn't start developing anymore
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Sunday, March 3rd, 2002

Time:7:22 pm.
I'm WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMAN

DoubleYou - Oh - Em - Ay - ennnnnnnn
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Time:1:47 pm.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONABUG!



hehehe...i'm on the phone with you right now...

*sticks tounge out at ethan*
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Saturday, March 2nd, 2002

Time:7:01 am.
today, i drink water.
go me.

soon, i hope to loose the ablity to slow cook small chickens just by holding them...

the acclerating heart and hot and cold flashes are rather interesting though
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Friday, March 1st, 2002

Time:9:04 pm.
103 F

i feel like i'm dying\
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Subject:coughing up razor blades
Time:1:46 pm.
it's times like these you have to stand, one leg in your pants and one leg out because you're too tired to put it in, and tell the Heath Ledger picture taped the wall what is perhaps the most profound and applicable thing in this situation;

If the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off
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Thursday, February 28th, 2002

Time:9:12 pm.
someone just say something, ok?
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Time:9:03 pm.
Standing in the middle of my room in my underwear, trying to pack and Lexi is on the phone, trying to three-way call some friend named Alex. I ponder on the meaning of existence and wonder why I'm talking to some kid who lives in Sacramento who has a nice voice and is asking me my "stats." I don't know what he means...how many people I've killed with rubber bullets while operating as one of my alter egos (the non-becky one)? But he wants to know my shoe size. Why does he want to know my shoe size?

Right now the meaning of existence is finishing Carolyn's present and getting to bed before I pass out...You never know how happy I am judging by how many times I've listen to the same sad song today, my fingers are stained with watercolors and elmer's glue

maybe on an eight hour train ride i can find myself
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Time:2:43 pm.
There are two spiders living in my bathtub. The big one's name is Batman, and the little one is Robin. But I think I drowned Batman when I took a shower this morning. Oh well.

The post office guy wasn't working the desk today.

On a happier note, I got a letter from EMMA! *kissesmuchly* I especially like the photo of Fiona's stomach. I'm going to put it with the photo of my stomach that Franny sent me, and start a tummy collection.
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Time:2:39 pm.
hey i just remembered another time a cried last year, which brings the grand total up to 3 times! *pats self on back* i DO cry, see?

I remember now, crying while reading phoenix rising during a summer afternoon, alone inside my friend's house while they were on vacation, listening to this song
I think that might even be my favorite book, just because of that moment, and the way the sky looked that day when I went out the door, crying
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Time:12:21 am.
to do list for today:
Sleep, some
Pack
Mail package, see post office guy
Re-read Letter
Decide how to reply to someone saying they might be in love with me
Decide how to feel about having feelings for a girl
Decide to think about how the person who says they might love you and the person you might love are not the same person
Laugh at self
Smile and be very glad to be alive
Enjoy not being normal
Live, and don't forget to do the dishes

now, off to do item one
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Wednesday, February 27th, 2002

Time:9:59 pm.
are you mel or max?
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Time:9:24 pm.
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